Thursday, April 17, 2014

Shield removed...

How are you feeling?  Are you resting?

Had a moment today...thinking about forgiving myself.  I flashed back to a moment when I allowed shame to prevent me from connecting with someone.  I     felt ripped inside, but I allowed shame to silence me.  I succumbed to the panic within.

I became aware and tried to forgive. I felt a shield lift off of my back.  It was more embedded in my back. It sort of fit my shoulders.

It lifted and I felt vulnerable, absolutely unprotected.

I am exhausted.  I will check back tomorrow.

Love from Clare.

Sweet dreams...

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