So, my sister saw the surgeon today and found that she will not have to have chemo or radiation. I am so grateful, so relieved. Now she can just focus on healing...
I have had bouts of depression all of my life. In a way it's been my constant companion, my most faithful friend. I know what I am going through now has to do with sugar withdrawal. I think the physical addiction is under control - as long as I don't have any. But then there's always the psychological addiction. We numb for a reason. I have a lot going on and I am tired. It is triggering the psychological need to escape. And sugar is a cheap escape. I can drown myself in ice cream for just a few bucks.
I have been thinking about depression. It takes me deep, and I find interesting things. I think of things other people don't seem to understand. It is a gift.
This too will pass. I will be okay.
I can't wait to hear about your trip, about your son's reaction, about your tour of Sedona.
Have fun. Heal. I love you...
Clare
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