I was reading a magazine, I think, and saw one of those overdone New-Agey lines - something to the effect that every cell of your body believes every word you say, so be kind and positive.
Then I was looking at the photos of women who have lost weight. They had the before and after photos and stats - their heights and weights. I remembered my high school height and weight, also remembering that I felt extremely fat. I have always felt fat. I have always identified myself as fat. Logically, looking at their stats, I realize I was not. Seeing my youngest at a healthy weight - again, I was not fat.
Maybe my weight now is self-fulfilled expectation. Maybe I have created what I always visualized, or the way I identified myself. And now I don;t have to look at myself...
Anyway, that was my random thought of the day...
Hope all is well...sending love,
Clare
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