Having a bad moment. Not making enough money in my job, so I have been looking for a second job. No one has responded to my resume or applications. Applying to grad school, and I sent an email to an admissions counselor, got an out of office reply stating he'd be back this week. No reply this week. I was thinking about you wondering who you really love, realizing I never thought about who I wanted to date when I was young. I just waited to see who was interested in me.
One of the recurring lines in my head is, "Just be a good girl and wait. I'll take care of you as soon as I'm through..." But with nine of us, there was always something more to be done. And since I learned to be so quiet, I was the easy kid. I was quiet at home. I was quiet at school. No wonder I make such a good Quaker.
I'm still waiting. I don't know how to do anything but wait...
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