I have been trying to lie with the Earth in the middle of the night, to feel what is going on.
For awhile it felt like transition...one thing following the other, with no breaks in between...
Now it feels like that calm after transition. Did you ever have that experience...being overpowered by wave after wave of contraction, feeling that surrender to being totally physical, nothing but sensation, and then...calm...nothing...just waiting...having a chance to center back down and breathe...
And then there is that urge to push. And nothing in the world can stop it...nothing...primal push...
Well, right now we are in that calm, centering moment.
And I am joyously terrified of what happens next...
Love and hugs from Clare
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