Again, what are you looking for?

clare,
This is going to sound cliche, but being selfish is a virtue...
and it's not self-centered.

If you truly believe that the Divine Light is in all things...
why do you extinguish yours for the sake of others?

Martyrdom isn't self-sacrifice...
it's suicide that you can blame on some one else.

It is time to write...
It is time to contemplate...
It is time to love all the broken pieces that make you unique.

Putting it off is making it much harder. The shell gets thicker as we struggle against cracking it open. Do you want to be as closed down as Papa was?
Is that the role model you want to follow?
You have every reason to hide- Life sucked...
but now...
here and now you can choose to open.
Circumcision of the heart.

Again, what are you looking for...
eros?
philos?
agape?
They are all love...
but in very different expressions.

Find you and you get all 3.

Love and Light beautiful sister,
Maggie