Hi Maggs,
I had another dream that two of my sons died...I woke up and it came to me that it was a warning about my kidneys...
And for nights I dreamed I was cooking and serving...people and more people...and I could see only hands...my hands and the hands of others.
I am in a very active period!!
I enjoyed having Mama here when it was my turn. I am glad you did too. She called and told me she had fun at your house.
Today, I was trying to find my camera, and I found some old photos. I found a photo of my youngest when she was in her early teens. It was a strange photo, she was making a serious face, but all I thought was - she was so beautiful. I see so much beauty in each of my kids.
Then I had a quick flash back to being about 13 or 14. There were some photos of me, and Mom was looking at them. She commented it was a shame about my face... My acne destroyed my looks. I looked at the photo and responded that a lot of the marks were freckles.
This may be part of the reason I don't see myself as being good enough, or ever beautiful.
We do have to watch our mouths!
Working a lot, and so no moments of depth and wisdom...just life is changing, everything is changing.
Not much else to share...
Except...
Love and hugs from Clare
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